Archive for June, 2007



03
Jun

Where I Am

Just like the importance of history to know where you’re going, you also have to know and be honest about where you are. I was actually surprised at how little I am bad off. The payments hit me hard every month, and I was expecting at least $10k in credit card debt. The fact that I don’t know the exact number is really indicative of why I’m having problems in the first place. At any rate, I’m now very motivated by the fact that since it isn’t even as bad as I thought, I can do this.

Basically, my credit card debt totals $8,486.40, with an interest rate range from 19.99% to 32.24%. My car note is around $10,000 left, but at an interest rate of 4.9%, since it’s under my father’s name. I’ll be working on credit cards first, then student loans, paying the minimum on my car note, since it will be the least interest rate the whole way. I do not have my student loans consolidated, and do not know the total amount, but I plan by the end of this year to have them both consolidated and have a plan to repay them quickly. As I said before, I do not have to worry about them quite yet, as I’m back in school and no longer need to make payments each month. And oh yeah, not consolidating them while I was in school initially was a bad mistake.

As far as good things I’ve done along the way, I have started donating to a retirement IRA, at 3% employer matched funds. The balance is up to about $6,200 right now, which means around $60k in retirement dollars, at easy levels of return. That was a good decision. Even though that 3% would have helped a little towards my debt, an extra $20/month is not worth missing out on getting an extra $20 and starting a decent retirement cache, especially at a young enough age to really make the interest work for me down the road.

The bad things I’ve done are mostly from being stupid, lazy, or procrastinating. The main one being that as I’ve analyzed my current state, I see that fees comprise about 28% of my total income. Meaning that because of overdrafts, late fees, NSF fees, checking account fees, and so on, I have wasted several hundred dollars every month. Right now, I don’t need to focus on making extra payments to the cards, I need to focus on making the minimum payments on time, to get my budget in order. To do that, I need to cut spending, and also from analyzing my payments I can see that eating out takes a big chunk of my money.

My goal for June is to start cooking more at home, and eat out rarely or never. I need to do whatever it takes to make my minimum payments on time. I have already enrolled in auto-payment plans with my credit cards, but in order to make that work I need to cut spending so I don’t overdraft. If I can have one month with no extraneous fees, that will be a giant step forward into figuring out how I even can budget to get rid of this debt. From calculation, it looks as if I will be able to initially put $300 extra toward repayment.

Each month I will make a new post, as well as update my debt ledger. I will also blog about the tools I’m using to accomplish this, along the way.

01
Jun

History

I guess with anything in life, history is an important element. You really do have to know where you’ve been in order to figure out where to do. Since this blog is currently about my debt, I figure I need to go back to the time when debt began.

I received my first credit card my freshman year in college, 6 years ago. What did I sell my credit-virgin soul for? A school T-shirt. Granted, that was one extra day I didn’t have to wash clothes, but it was hardly worth my current agony. I sometimes wish I could view back in time to see who else was wearing that particular shirt. I wonder if they also have credit problems now.

At any rate, I was a fairly intelligent kid. Went to a great school, always excelled in book smarts. I even had a budget. However, there’s something about that little piece of plastic that can twist your intelligence, making you think “oh, I can spend $500 here, it’s only like 20 bucks per month”. And I was right, I could have paid that off. However, that $500 grows into $1,000. That’s not even too bad, I could afford it then.

The kicker was when I had a bad month, or really a bad year. I lost the scholarship I came to school with, and was forced to take loans. However, I was in an apartment, and still needed money to live on, as the loans only gave me about $400 to live on that semester. You guessed it; credit card to the rescue! And one was no longer enough; I got a 0% interest card to move my balance to. It was smart at the time, but it assumed I would be able to pay it off somehow in the next year.

That’s the assumption most people have before they have to “grow up”. I don’t claim to be fully grown yet, but I have reached the epiphany that I’m probably not going to win a lottery, create the next billion-dollar idea, or magically inherit a million dollars from a long-lost uncle. I grew up without money, nobody in my family has money, everyone I grew up around was also in debt. I think the magical money rescue is never going to happen. I may be wrong; it might happen. But I can no longer live my life as if it’s a guarantee.

Anyway, that $2k balance quickly turned into $3k, and into $6k. Before I knew it I had 4 cards and was already starting to miss payments here and there. Fees started coming, my interest rates skyrocketed, and it placed me into a position where it will now be next to impossible to easily pay them off quickly. It’s going to be quite difficult. Furthermore, it’s ruined my credit and left me in a position where if I marry soon, we’ll be lucky to get a house in the next decade.

On top of all the credit card debt I have the obligatory car loan, and student loans from the 4 years I went there. However, the car loan is less than my credit cards right now since it’s under my father’s name, and my student loans are still under deferment since I’m still in school (dropped out temporarily to work full time; the result of bad credit decisions). So, neither of those are posing an immediate threat to me. It’s the credit cards that need to go, and soon.

The kicker is that during all that, there was a 12 month period where I made about $60,000 while in school! Even after having to maintain two apartments (I was away on contract and still had an apartment back home), that would have been plenty of money to erase all my credit card and student loan debt. But, I was stupid, and used it all to eat at nice restaurants and buying a new gaming computer, an ipod, a car stereo system, things like that. It’s amazing how far $60,000 won’t go when you’re spending it on that sort of junk. The thing is, none of it is around now! Oh, it makes me sick. By now, with the money I’ve put towards credit cards in the years after, I could have a solid down payment for a house, and no car note at all if I would have paid it all off then. Not to mention no student loans haunting me now.

So, there you have it. No amazing reason I’m in debt, just the general deceptive nature credit has, and the psychology of a person who grew up without having everything he wanted. Oh, I made up for that by buying everything I desired, but quicky realized it’s not worth the stress it causes down the road. It’s totally worth living in a poopy house and going without things in order to get finances together. If I put that $400 for an ipod in mutual finds, I can buy 10 ipods when I retire. I’m a scientist and mathematically-oriented person, and those numbers make sense to me. Saving money instead of spending it at my age gives you a whole order of magnitude more money down the road. I’m just glad I’m starting this at 24. Beats trying to figure it all out after a family comes into play, and I have ample respect for those who do.




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